Wish upon a star

**caution : this entry is full of grammatical error**

Soon, you will have your own family. Just soon enough. Time will pass and when the day has come, you will have your own big happy family that you can create. Just remember, don't try to be so perfect, because you just can't.

Trying not to repeat the same mistakes that they did, but then you sometimes did it. Trying to be different from them, but you can't. They have cast their spells into you. You can't run and you can't do anything. The more you tried to be less like them, the more you are becoming like them but in a different way. It's all twisting around and in the end, it comes back to you.

You felt you are stupid because of that, but the truth is you are not (*sometimes). You thought that every decision you have made are right and sadly, you're not right. You don't want to be labelled as a ungrateful or what-so-ever names that they used to call to others before, but end up they will find a way to label you somehow.

Now, the dream to create a great and happy family seems to fade away. They know what's the truth about you. You can't pretend to be  happy in front of them. You don't know who you want to blame. Is it your fault or the one who create this uneasy situation? You know the person didn't intend to do that, but it just happened. You can't do anything to make it right now.

Just follow what will happen next and from now on, you will always have to take the safe way to avoid something bad happen in future.

This is you and your fickle-minded. Till then, so long.

*Silly you*