Few hours before year end..

Masih dirumah, takde plan nak celebrate-celebrate ni. Bosan. Dah sejam aku tunggu McDelivery ni. Lembab betol. Bukan jauh mana pun. Eh bising-bising pulak, kalau tak jauh kenapa tak pergi je beli dekat sana, kenapa nak call suh anta delivery pulak? Yelah, aku mengaku aku malas nak kesana. Sapa lah nak pergi sorang-sorang lone ranger takde kawan nak join. Join pun tapi kalau nak order sila bayar sendiri. Haha.

owh..aku sangat lapaaaa....

Ape resolution aku untuk tahun baru ni? Rasanye macam takde. Sedangkan Maal Hijrah pun macam takde, ni kan pulak tahun baru. Seriously, aku bukan jenis celebrate bagai benda-benda macam ni. Home-type person. Bukan lah aku ni suka memerap je dalam rumah. Tapi when it comes to celebrating something, i prefer to stay at home. Senang, tak payah nak harung traffic jam. Gile kau, sedangkan jam petang-petang dekat federal highway tu pun aku dah tension apetah lagi jam orang ramai macam orang gile berpusu-pusu nak pergi celebrate benda alah ni.

Next year, banyak benda nak kena harung owh. Banyak benda nak kena fikir jugak. Sangat-sangat banyak. Kerja, study, kahwin, family, new family and new environment. Wah, first time lah kau beraya nanti bukan dengan parents ye. Oh my, banyak benda nak kena adjust ni. Haha.

Tetiba rasa cuak pulak, alamak ai. Risau dibuatnya. Harap aku boleh buat yang terbaik lah untuk semua benda tu. Harap-harap aku akan ada kerja dan berpendapatan. Tu yang paling penting. Bila dah ada duit sendiri senang sikit. Takde lah rasa macam mengemis mintak duit orang bila nak something kan? Apa-apa pun, harung je lah tahun depan dengan penuh kesabaran sebab aku tau, aku akan perlukan benda tu.

Okey, till then, babai dan assalamualaikum.

Wish upon a star

**caution : this entry is full of grammatical error**

Soon, you will have your own family. Just soon enough. Time will pass and when the day has come, you will have your own big happy family that you can create. Just remember, don't try to be so perfect, because you just can't.

Trying not to repeat the same mistakes that they did, but then you sometimes did it. Trying to be different from them, but you can't. They have cast their spells into you. You can't run and you can't do anything. The more you tried to be less like them, the more you are becoming like them but in a different way. It's all twisting around and in the end, it comes back to you.

You felt you are stupid because of that, but the truth is you are not (*sometimes). You thought that every decision you have made are right and sadly, you're not right. You don't want to be labelled as a ungrateful or what-so-ever names that they used to call to others before, but end up they will find a way to label you somehow.

Now, the dream to create a great and happy family seems to fade away. They know what's the truth about you. You can't pretend to be  happy in front of them. You don't know who you want to blame. Is it your fault or the one who create this uneasy situation? You know the person didn't intend to do that, but it just happened. You can't do anything to make it right now.

Just follow what will happen next and from now on, you will always have to take the safe way to avoid something bad happen in future.

This is you and your fickle-minded. Till then, so long.

*Silly you*

Getting through it.

Nobody wants to live in suffer.

But life doesn't seems to be perfect all the time.

Have you been living in suffer for the whole of your life until you didn't realize that actually you're living in that situation?

Getting through it is the best thing that you can do for time being. Yes, you know you suffered a lot before.

Who cares about you anyway. Just accept it even you can't.

credit to goOgle

Rainbow after the rain

Picture credit to GoOgLe

As time passed, we didn't realise how we tend to do something that is so stupid that you can't imagine. We often get to know it after it happened and after we're really regret about it. The tragedy may humiliate you, but it will make you realise how important someone to you or how important to be honest and truth to yourself and others.

You may get caught in the crossfire, but you have to remembered that it is one of your fault and try to accept it because it is both of your mistakes. When i said both, i mean you and your partner. It is part of the process to know each other deeply without any secrets being hidden from both party.

The future are made for us to redeem the mistakes that we have done and try to be better from the past. Don't let the past haunted you and your future until it ruin everything that you're working on. When you applied all of these, you will found that your life is more happier than before.

Till then, so long.

be smart, be moderate.

"A moderate addiction to money may not always be hurtful; but when taken in excess it is nearly always bad for the health."

          Clarence Day

"Avoid extremes: be moderate In saving and in spending; An equable and easy gait Will win an easy ending."


Robert Service



"Be moderate in everything, including moderation."

Horace Porter



"Be moderate in prosperity, prudent in adversity."

Periander

the need of being excited.

Hello,

Sometimes it is so hard to do something that you never have a courage to do it. But then when you did it, you will expect others to be happy and thankful about it. Nobody wants to be treated like they didn't exist, but they did. Being excited is one of the ways that can shows others people who had sacrificed or done a lot of things for you that you're pleased, thankful and happy with their work. The need of the "excited" expression is compulsory. If you doesn't know how to express the feelings on how thankful you are, please do something in your own way that can show it. People need it. They want to know whether you're happy and pleased with the work or job that they have done. For those who still don't know how to do it, please follows the below expressions, at least try to.



Haha. Picture credit to Mr GoOgLe


So, how? Can you do it? LOL.

Till then, bye and assalamualaikum.

Pada yang belum pasti.

Hai,

Aku agak "shocked" (ayat orang indon), bila aku tengok gambar kawan-kawan atau sesapa yang aku terjumpa yang baru bertunang. Gile gempak banyak nye duit korang nak buat majlis macam tu. Korang tau apa yang aku fikir masa mula-mula tengok gambar tanpa melihat tajuk album? "Wah dah kahwin dah budak ni..!"..tapi lepas tu bila tengok album title, laaaa...bertunang rupanya. -_________-"

Siap pelamin bagai dan tunangannye si lelaki pun sibuk nak berpakaian sedondon. Walawehh..setahu aku, lelaki tu tak payah datang, kalau nak datang tunjuk jalan tu bolehlah, tapi tak payah lah nak sedondon. Beriya-iya je bertunang buat meriah-meriah sampai ke pelamin pun dah harga dekat seribu dua, tak ke membazir? Duit tu boleh simpan lepas kahwin ke nak buat preparation kahwin ke. Haish..bukan aku nak mengata tapi itu lah kebenarannya. Duit membazir buat apa, belum tentu lagi dah bertunang akan berkahwin. Mau tak jadi tak ke malu dibuatnye dah buat majlis gempak habes tak hengat.

Ye, ye aku tau. Duit masing-masing kan? Hak masing-masing kan? Saja nak peringat takut hampa lupa. Nanti lepaih kawen hampa takdak duit lantak pi la. Esok lusa dah ada anak hampa nak beli susu,pampers semua hampa nak pakai duit jugak kan? Sat gi mula lah dok bergaduh sana sini, pung prang baling pinggan mangkuk tikam menikam masuk penjara masuk berita. Haha.

Entry ni hanya untuk orang yang biasa-biasa dan sederhana sahaja. Kalau orang kaya anak datuk datin, mintak maap lah, tak seswai hampa baca.

Haha..sekian sahaja entry yang tak seberapa. Bai bai.

p/s : aku maleh nak letak gambaq sebab maleh nak google. Haha

LongWeekend

Hui,

Aihhh tak sabaqnya nak balik cepat ni. Esok cuti lusa cuti tulat cuti isnin pun cuti. Wow wee sangat best. Kan best tiap-tiap hari cuti. Lepas tu kau datang kerja tengok orang lain dah ganti tempat kau. Haha. Esok petang mau gerak ke Johor dah. Too bad sebab i can't join his family nye dinner to celebrate his little brother's birthday. Takde rezeki nak bermesra-mesra dengan bakal keluarga baru kot. Haha. Gatai hang naa..So weekend ni cam hectic sikit pasai on Saturday, my annoying and nuisance brother's wedding. The next day will be mine. Bukan kawen lah sengal, tapi benda lain. Haishh..mesti chaotic gile nak terkejar-kejar balik dari Johor, nak kemas rumah yang belum terkemas lagi walaupun my mum amek cuti since last tuesday dengan alasan nak kemas rumah. Haha, whatever la Mak.

Can i go back home early today? Plewssssss..."*______________*"

p/s : semua orang dalam office ni sorang-sorang dok cabut balik awai. OMK. ai pun mau balik jugak la. kamon la..ken i? Actually my boss dah balik dah tadi, my supervisor on holiday dan sekarang tinggal Line Manager yang tak reti-reti nak balik. Eh takmau sambut Christmas ke wahai atok?

HAPPY HOLIDAY AND HAPPY NEW YEAR SEMUA..!

End of Year 2010.

Hello,

There's a lot of things happened throughout this 2010. Half of them is the good things and the other half is a bad bad things. Lucky me, i survived and i will survive. *i hope so*.

Yesterday we had our Pot Luck party and i made a not-so-bad blueberry cheesecake. It was the "fast-eating" item since it was "Cheesecake" and everybody in this office love cheesecake so much. Thank god i made a smart decision to made a cheesecake. The other food were roti jala and its delicious curry chicken, sinngapore's bihun, baked macaroni and cheese, two box of domino's pizza, ayamas fried chicken, mash potatoes without gravy, banana and bread pudding with custard sauce and chocolate drizzle, fruits and carbonated drinks. Oh and i just forgot that i didn't get a chance to take a picture of the foods and I will upload some pictures after i get it from one of the colleagues.

This year will end in few days and i just wish that next year will be better than this year. and I WISH.
-______-"